Most of my life I believed what we were taught in school and university, and that what we were told by the news media was true. I had no reason not to. We were told that we had freedom of speech and freedom of the press. We were told that our democracy was the best system on earth, that it was governance by the people, of the people, for the people. 

TV and movies were just entertainment. That is what we thought.

We are by nature a high-trust people. Children naturally trust their parents, their teachers, and their elders. Trust serves a group of people very well, unless it is infiltrated by an alien enemy.

Everyone has their awakening story, well almost everyone. Some young children are alerted by their parents or another wise mentor that we are being fed lies. But most of us who have emerged from the matrix can point to a specific event or circumstance which was our turning point for coming out of the world of illusions. 

9/11 was what woke me up, albeit 10 years after the event. Even though I was remarking to friends within a few months of 9/11 that “they” sure handed that to the Americans on a silver platter (looking at what they did with it – squandering the good will towards Americans after the terror attack, subsequently attacking other countries), I still did not understand the false flag nature of it. It did not occur to me, yet, to question the basic story of what happened that day.

Around 2007 the father of one of my violin students told me about a “9/11 Truth Movement”, and he showed me a few things about controlled demolition. I was wide-eyed and all ears, and wanted to know more. I did not dismiss any of this but life was busy, and without a computer at home it was cumbersome for me to access the internet. 

Then in 2011 my brother Alfred began sending information about 9/11 to family members, and he brazenly claimed that Israel did it. I was already primed with an intense desire to know more, so I immediately peppered him with questions, “how do you know this? how do you know that?”, and especially “why do you say it was Israel?”. Accusing Israel was shocking to me and it seemed somehow forbidden to say or think such a thing. 

By that time I had internet access at home, and I began in ernest to study this. 

I recall feeling a steady low-level nausea over the next few weeks, as the gravity of it started to sink in. Our government was lying to us? The media was lying to us? Government was NOT working for us? This was turning my world upside down!

Once I came out the other end of that tunnel, shattering the world as I had known it, I felt better again. I went forward with the mindset that if I told other people what I had discovered, then they too would understand, and we could collectively put an end to the wars which were based on the lie. I had always been a peace activist and now I felt optimistic that it would simply be a matter of educating others, and the ripple effect would bring us to a resolution.

I ordered box-loads of educational materials from Architects and Engineers for 9/11 Truth, and began distributing pamphlets to everyone I came into contact with.

My researching did not stop, and sure enough, I soon discovered that lying was not invented in 2001. The greatest taboo of all – questioning the holocaust – began to surface in conversations with fellow awakened friends. At first I resisted, as this was too big, too ingrained, too solidly embedded in my belief system. Eventually I worked up the courage to look into this, and what I found rocked my world once again. No nauseous reaction this time – that only happened while going through that door of “waking up” the first time. Now that I understood that an alien enemy, the perpetrators of the unresolved crime of 9/11, were running our governments, it was a matter of learning more about this group of people, how they operate, and what they have done throughout history. It surprised me how quickly I recognized and understood – once I dared investigate – that this holocaust story was indeed a giant hoax. A very successful tale for the Jews.

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My parents immigrated to Canada from Germany in the early 1950’s. I was born in 1959, the fourth of five children. I feel blessed to have been raised with German traditions and language intact, all the while maintaining strong connections with our relatives back in “the old country”. 

We all fell under the spell of the lies and deceptions told about Germany. Occasionally our parents told us a few stories about the war, but it was not a dominant theme in our home. Just a few stories persisted. 

My father told us about the Rhine meadows camps, where he had been held captive after the war. When the James Bacque book “Other Losses” (1989) was reported by Saturday Night magazine, with a cover photo of Eisenhower and caption reading “Eisenhower’s Death Camps: the last dirty secret of World War Two”, my father was beside himself. Pacing the house, he exclaimed “look! finally there is a true account of the other side! what the Allies did to Germans! nobody ever talks about the other side! Finally…[with relief]… here it is.”

While visiting relatives in Germany in about 2006, my father pointed out the window near Bad Kreuznach, “there! in that field, that is where we were!” He recounted how they dug holes in the dirt with their spoons to get themselves out of the elements. He spoke of men entering in good health who deteriorated within a few days, many dying. Truckloads of corpses were hauled off each day. Between a third and a quarter of the men in his camp died. My father was one of the fortunate ones to survive, and was actually helped out by a sympathetic french guard.

My mother spoke of the post-war time, how hungry they were. She and her mother would faint while trying to sow vegetable seeds in the garden. 

One other persistent memory for me is my mother’s sad question, over and over, “why Dresden? why Dresden?… all women and children… they knew there was no military in Dresden… all refugees… beautiful city… why Dresden??? ”

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In June of 2016 I went through another door – a one-way door – life changing and exhilarating. I made the six-minute video “Sorry Mom, I was wrong about the holocaust”. Exhilarating, because it is extremely liberating to break a taboo by speaking the truth. Suddenly the chains of “political correctness” fall away. The old saying “The truth will set you free” really is apt.

During the following year and a half, I became an expert on a subject that I never intended to become expert on: Ritual Defamation. Having been a fairly prominent citizen in a small town of 5000, “they” now had to take me down. Ostracize, slander, demonize, harass, spread lies, make threats, light the social media on fire with labels like “batshit crazy”, loss of livelihood – that is what they do to prevent anyone else from looking into these matters. 

At the same time, I was gaining friends from all around the world. Many people contacted me, shared their own stories, told me that they also knew the truth, and thanked me for my courage. (I had never thought of it as courage – I just did it.) I came to the conclusion that in every single village, hamlet, town, city and neighbourhood, there are people who understand the truth, only they are not always visible to the public. They guard their knowledge closely – for obvious reasons. That is the power of the fear of consequences. 

It is also our great conundrum and dilemma, as the lies persist when we stay silent. If all those who know would speak, the lies would quickly crumble. It would no longer be just the “lone nutcase” who disputes the Hollywood version of history. Now, in 2020, people ARE speaking, people ARE questioning, and the lies ARE crumbling fast. Hence, the escalation of censorship and persecution. “They” are desperately trying to keep the edifice of lies from crumbling.

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On the 3rd of January 2018, while on a visit to my brother Alfred in Germany over the Christmas holidays, I was arrested in Munich, allegedly for incitement. I was detained because of flight risk without any formal charges being laid for nearly four months. The trial finally began six months after my arrest. At the culmination of the 20 day trial spread out over the following 4 months, I was found guilty and sentenced to 10 months in jail, time served. I was released the evening of October 26, following Judge Hofmann’s pronouncement of the verdict and statement. 

Alfred was sentenced to 38 months, and a year later at another trial this was topped up to 4 years because of the “new crime” of things he had said in his defence during our trial in 2018. Evidence is not permitted, nor are you allowed to explain how you have reached your conclusions, in a speech-crime trial in Germany.

Every single trial day confirmed without a sliver of doubt that we had truth on our side, and that the Judge-Prosecutor team were protecting a pack of lies. This filled me with intense inner joy. And yet, the judge’s final words were that every single day we proved to him what haters we were, and while looking straight at me, continued “even composers and musicians can be haters”.

I turned from prisoner to fugitive, as it became apparent that new charges were possibly being drawn up against me for my words in court. I wasted no time leaving Germany. 

Censorship and persecution of truth tellers has sharpened since then, most everywhere. All around the world, events are accelerating. We are in a war which most people do not even perceive. This is a war not of our choosing, we were born into it. We had better know about it and understand what is at stake and understand the methods and weapons of the enemy if we are to have a chance to survive this war, and to thrive once again.

Psychological warfare has been used against us, and has created the strange reality that our self-declared enemy is actively working at exterminating the white race, while most people in the white race have no idea. In fact, many have become agents of their/our own destruction. That is the direct result of decades of lies and deceptions and manipulation of our minds.

“They” do not wish us to know the truth, because as the truth comes to the light of day, the spell is broken and they lose their power over us. 

Who is this enemy, who is the “they”? Who is it we are not allowed to criticize, lest we be called anti-semitic? 

To learn who rules over you, simply find out who you are not allowed to criticize.

My mission in life has become telling the truth, helping our people understand the truth. Nothing else will matter if we lose this war, and I love our world, our people, our culture and our heritage too much to give up and watch it happen. No action = no hope.

Truth and Justice for Germans

The name says it all. Truth and Justice – what can be more important. A world of lies and deceptions is a world of wars, destruction, degradation, and darkness. I have always been a peace activist. I am still working for peace, only now I understand that war is being waged against us and that we are the target to be exterminated and/or enslaved.

I love my people. I am proud of our traditions, our culture, our ancestors, our strength in times past. Our current weakness has been brought about by psychological warfare and degradation and false education. 

The slander and lies about Germany has brought Germans and by extension all Europeans to their knees. The only way to halt the agenda of genocide of all White people everywhere, is to bust the lies and tell the truth. In other words, Tell the Truth and Shame the Devil, like Gerard Menuhin has said so well in his book of that title.

I came into contact with the Vancouver-based Truth and Justice for Germans Society soon after my June 2016 video “Sorry mom, I was wrong about the holocaust” was released. It is hard to put into words how much it helped me, when I was occasionally able to join them at their gatherings. It was a sanctuary of sanity for me, a strength and sustenance-giving sojourn, in between facing the battle front in Jasper on a daily basis at the time.

Members have now invited me to become president of their organization, which I am honoured to accept. While they have been active since 2014, they wanted to have a public face at the front of the organization, in order to become more visible and to reach more people, and increase the level of activity. My face and name are already very public – for better or for worse – and I am happy to do whatever I can to further our goal of bringing back honour and dignity to the German people and the German nation. To heal from the induced mental illness caused by the toxic lies. To revive ourselves, and rebuild, regenerate our beautiful traditions and culture. To shed our guilt, shed our shame, and to be proud once again.

Truth = Light = Love = Beauty. 

 ~ Monika Schaefer

UPDATE: I have written a book with the same title as the video, “Sorry mom, I was wrong about the holocaust”. The book was published in late 2022 and is available at The Barnes Review https://barnesreview.org/product/sorry-mom-i-was-wrong-about-the-holocaust/